Sunday, October 27, 2013

A Story About the Sisters of Christ the King in Anaham, 1944-2013



A Story of the Sisters of Christ the King and Anaham, 1944-2013

   In 1944, Tl’Etinqox Chief Casimir Bob offered land to the Sisters of Christ the King.  Archbishop Duke built the convent.  The sisters offered to serve the people, which they did for decades.  At one time, Anaham had ten sisters.      

   "Sister Nurse"
                                                        
   The sisters were nurses.  In those days, people rarely travelled.  For many of us, these sisters were better than doctors.  People would travel by horse and wagon to see “sister nurse.”  Sister Theresa would travel by horse and wagon, in all kinds of weather, to treat the sick.  The convent was our pharmacy.
    The sisters ran the hospital near their convent.  They treated people from all over.  They delivered babies.  They saved lives.  Oldtimers will remember the day the hospital burned down, in June, 1958, on a hot day.   People came running to rescue as many patients as they could, but some patients died in the fire.
     The convent was also our source of religious inspiration and religious articles.  Who didn’t get a rosary or scapular from them?      

   "Teaching All Subjects"
 
     The sisters were also teachers.  They taught in our schools, and not only catechism.  The first school was a one-room cabin by the priest’s house.  The second school was Raphael Alphonse’s old house.  The third school was Late  Johnny Harry’s house.  Then the present school was built, with electricity and plumbing, which the earlier schools did not have.    Sister Assumption taught in the one-room cabins and in the present school.   Soon there will be a new school. 
   Many people remember the sisters teaching all subjects in the school.  Until the 1970s, all the teachers were sisters.  Even the first teachers who were not sisters were Catholic:  Mr. Joe McIsaac and Ms. Joy Zelamaya, for example. 
Sister Eileen would be in the school early every day to supervise floor hockey, and there until late at night.  Under her leadership, the school won tournaments in floor and ice hockey, in Anaham and elsewhere.  When she blew her whistle, children and staff jumped.
The sisters also brought school students on field trips.  One memorable annual trip was to the May Ball Festivities at Alexis Creek.  Students square danced, as they did at other times during the school year.  The sisters even ran clubs, such as Brownies, Girl Guides, Cubs, and Boy Scouts.    
The annual school Christmas concert was a fun and glittery event.  It required lots of preparation.  One year, the school performed “The Nutcracker.”  Another year’s theme was “Around the World.”  Students had fancy costumes and did dances from different cultures:  Dutch, Italian, Chinese, Japanese, and prairie Indian, for example.  Another year, the students acted out “Twas the Night Before Christmas.”  At the end of the concert, people would honor the nativity scene.  Sometimes there was a real baby in the nativity scene.  
                                                                                                                        
"Happy and Relaxing"
 
Sister Rose, our special Sister Rose, collected and distributed clothes for years.  She had a green thumb, and her garden was beautiful every year.  Many of us stole apples from her tree.  Sorry, Sister.  There were even chickens for awhile.   Sister Rose wanted to be buried in Anaham, but she rests in peace in Quebec, near other sisters and their Mother House.  Perhaps there’s an apple tree there. 
The beautiful grounds around the convent  were a great place for children to play.  How happy and relaxing that was for us kids.  Some children even stayed in the convent for awhile.          
The sisters prepared generations of us for sacraments.  They did this throughout the Chilcotin:  Stone, Redstone, Nemiah, Toosey, and Alexandria.  For baptism,  communion, and confirmation, the sisters were our patient, caring teachers.  A sister would help nervous parents and godparents during baptism.   
Sisters saw many priests serve in Anaham, and they fed many of these priests at the convent.  Father Haggarty was a frequent diner.  Now that he is in  Lillooet without any sisters to help, perhaps he can cook.  Father John is in North Vancouver and Father Maynard is in Edmonton.  Perhaps they can cook now, too.  The people gave the sisters fish and moose.  The sisters gave the people their dedication.
  The sisters served with many priests, brothers, bishops, chiefs, and councillors.     
  The sisters also made spiritual house calls.  They would visit homes during May, the Month of Mary.  They brought communion to the sick and to elders.  They would always be ready when a family was bringing a body back before a funeral:  the church would be open, clean, and welcoming in those hard times.  They would pray with us.  They would pray for us.  They became part of us.

"Busy Times"

At Thanksgiving, Christmas, and Easter, busy times, the sisters would decorate the church, with help from the community.  At Thanksgiving, each helper would bring something.  Each would go home with something. 
During advent, the church was beautifully decorated, with a nativity scene, branches, and candles.  If a sister chose you to light an advent candle, you would feel like a very special person.  Up in the loft, the children would sing along.  These young participants would remember Midnight Mass for years.  The church would be warm and crowded.  The New Year’s Eve  celebration would sometimes be in the convent chapel.   
During Holy Week, sisters would choose the readers, as they would for weekly masses.  Being asked to read at a mass was an honor.    
Many times during the year, children and their families went to the convent chapel in the wee hours.  This was before everyone had electricity.  The convent would be a warm and bright place.

"Favorite Sisters"
     
Each of us has favorite sisters. Some were here for a long time.  Some were here for a short time.  Some went away for awhile and came back.  Some went to other countries:  Haiti, Philippines, Korea, and countries in Africa, for example.  Some sisters retired.  All were special:   Sister Marcella, Sister Hisako, Sister Joanne, Sister Jackie, Sister Gemma, Sister Henriette, Sisters Sheila and Elnora playing guitars, Sister Edwina, and Sister Joan with her beautiful singing voice.
Sister Helen had a volkswagon, which people would race on horseback, and a little house where she taught pottery and other crafts.  Sister Eileen played the church organ, and drove fast, until a deer hit her.  She says she didn’t hit the deer.  She says the deer hit her.     
Sister Theresa was called Sister St. Paul, when sisters had saint’s names, not their own names:   Sister Lucienne (Sister Assumption), Sister Evva (Sister Veronica), Sister Irma (Sister Gabrielle), just to name a few.  In 1994, the sisters celebrated 50 years of service in the Kamloops diocese.

"In Our Hearts"

Chief Casimir Bob welcomed the sisters to Anaham.  Today his grandson, Chief Joe Alphonse (me), and councillors, thank the sisters for 69 years of service.
This is a sad time and a happy time.  We say farewell to the sisters, who have been here so long and done so much.  We miss them already, and they’re not gone yet.  Come visit anytime.  We’ll ask the deer to stay out of the way. 
The sisters leave our land, but they stay in our hearts.

-Written by Carla Alphonse and Michael Wynne      

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Bike, Bush, Breach, Be, Beer, Bard

Sunday, October 6, 2013   Williams Lake, Canada

With a title that goes from bike to bard,
Catching your eye should not be hard.

This tale begins on a bike, riding in search of Dog Creek Road.  One can find this road by driving
from Vancouver on the TransCanada Highway 350 kilometres north northeast, then on Highway 97 200 kilometres north, then on Highway 20 two kilometres west of the Williams Lake junction.

Today I found Dog Creek road through on bush trails that spidered up the hills that divide it from South Lakeside Drive, which branches off Highway 20 one kilometre west of the aforesaid Williams Lake junction.

A previous attempt had me go to the end of South Lakeside, about seven kilometres, then climb onerous hills on shrinking trails before I emerged at Kwaleen School, the latest local public school to close; but on the same side of the hills as South Lakeside Drive.  Today I branched up less-onerous hills only two kilometres along the drive.

Bushwacking away, mostly pushing my bike, I emerged at Allen Road, which joins Schmidt Road, which joins Dog Creek Road.  Rather than a leisurely coast downhill back to Williams Lake, however, I rolled eastward off Dog Creek Road onto Tamarack Road, to search for a bush trail way to get back downhill to the city below.

Woody Guthrie came to mind as I walked up to a log fence with a sign that said, "No Trespassing."  On the other side it said nothing.  That side was made for you and me, but I walked along the fence rather than breach it.  A log mansion has breached the hilly forest, its kilometre-long, winding driveway private, but a necessary path downhill, to...

Walmart, another breach of the local wilderness, and robust local economy and fair wage legacy.

That legacy is history across Highway 20, where a non-operating sawmill squats along the Williams Lake River Valley.  A lake river valley, you wonder?  Yep.  Riding among the many buildings and piles of planed lumber and logs, I remembered when this mill was noisy with jobs and production, a few short years ago.

I rode toward the millsite bridge, to avoid going farther along the river to find a cross the river on one of many railway flatcars converted to bridges farther downstream.  Every time I have seen the bridge, the gate on its east side has been locked.  Today the gate was open, the padlock hanging on the gate's chain links.  Open gate, open lock, like Rome, open city in the Italian film of that name, private property in retreat, at last.  The mill people or the bike people breached this barrier, I rejoiced.  I want to find someone to thank.

I rode a kilometre along the path on the river's east side, then began to climb a trail to the railway crossing above.  This crossing had crew shacks and sheds when I came to Williams Lake in the early-1990s.  An old woman lived in a little house surrounded by lilacs, on the west side of the tracks.  Now all the buildings are gone.

Two snakes, brown, about a centimetre wide and 40 centimetres long, crossed my path as I climbed the trail.  Coleridge's line from The Ancient Mariner came to mind as I stopped my bike to let first one snake, then 20 metres farther uphill the other snake, cross my path:  I honored man and bird and beast, as Coleridge wrote; or at least I honored snakes.  Perhaps a reference to Milton's Paradise Lost is more fitting.  The snakes breach the land long after provincial government sold what was a provincially-owned railway to what was a federally-owned railway, and is now a subsidiary of a United States railway.  The railway went.  Jobs went.  Snakes survived, possibly thrived.

I considered riding a few kilometres north to the dump, with its Share Shed, actually two sheds, and surrounding ground, where people may leave things or take what others leave.  I imagined that many former millworkers shopped there, given the recent destruction of the local economy by governments and businesses, near and far.

But people be.  People survive, some happily like me, here in this depressed and sometimes depressing city, whose population was 13 000 when I got here in the early-1990s and is below 10 000 now.  The art of merely being, enjoying each day of life, is a useful art too rarely practiced.  My late mother-in-law could do it.  I have a photograph of her merely sitting on a lawn chair, smiling in the summer sunshine.  Many times I saw that look of contentment on her face:  merely glad to be alive.

The beer can, which I found in the dirt off the edge of the Walmart parking lot, in my bike bag, I rode across the train tracks, walked uphill a couple blocks, and rode a few more blocks home.  Riding along the paved path that joins my apartment building to the local recreation centre, with its swimming pool, two ice rinks, and performing arts theatre, I saw several beer cans.  They filled my bike bags.  The beer cans were from fans of last night's hockey game between a local team and another town's team, in an adult league that feeds no professional hockey league.  The economy goes nowhere, the hockey players go nowhere, but the beer cans go for dimes at the local liquor store, a  government-owned corporation in a province and country selling assets built by generations of people.

These were mostly Budweiser beer cans.  I once read that the Busch brewery in St. Louis, USA, or somewhere, has enough capacity to fill the whole Canadian beer market's volume; albeit with yucky beer. This could turn Canada into a nation of teetotallers, or alcoholics for lack of tasty beer. 

One bike trail from earlier in the day was called Guinness, presumably the beer choice of some mountain bikers.   I wouldn't ride those steep trails, drunk or sober.

While I wait for a local renaissance, I'll turn on the U.S. Public Broadcasting System television channel to watch William Shakespeare's Henry the Fourth, Part Two, from the English Renaissance:

http://www.pbs.org/wnet/gperf/episodes/the-hollow-crown-shakespeares-history-plays/synopsis-henry-iv-part-2/1750/ 

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Doorstep to Revolution

I trade in food, helpfully, not harmfully like Monsanto.

Down the hall in our building live a single mother, 32, and her daughter, 11.
The mother, delivered in Clearwater by a doctor I know, now a retired University
of British Columbia medical professor, had a hard life.  She grew up in many places and
moved to this building three years ago.  She was a heroin addict, but her daughter shows
no ill effects, although she sometimes stays with relatives when her mother is not
dependable.  They're on welfare; the mother is on methodone.  Budgeting is a challenge,
although the best budgeters are the poor, because they have the least room for error.

Sometimes they're low on food and other household necessities.   Mom asks and we give.
They rely on the food bank, for whose initials FB they have a whimscal name.

Lately, she has given us food, usually what she gets from the food bank but doesn't like.
The five-pound bag of enriched flour that she gave us a couple weeks ago will be part of the
oatmeal chocolate chip cookies that I plan to make to bring to library events this week:  a
local science fiction author's reading on Wednesday, the film The Fruitpickers on Thursday.

The chocolate chips came from Surplus Herbie's, which operates in Williams Lake and Kamloops.  Their stock comes from bankrupt stores.   I feed off chocolate chips that came from a store that
feeds off other stores.  Hamlet talked about a fish eating a worm, a king eating
the fish, and worms later eating the dead king.  I found a similar story this month in the Ancient
Greek writer Herodotus's history of the wars between the Greeks and Persians.  A king throws his ring in the water, a fish eats the ring, and a fisher catches the fish and gives it to the king, who gets
his ring back.   Surplus Herbie's sells fishing gear, but no rings for kings. 

The library will get my cookies because last week I found a great book on the new books shelf: 
Paul d'Amato's The Meaning of Marxism.  I hope that book isn't why the local employment
office has a job posting for a new librarian.  The York University graduate whom the library hired
a couple years ago started the film series, and might have brought the book.  If she's still there
this week, then I'll commend her.   The USian d'Amato, who writes for the Socialist Worker,
gave me refreshing Trotskyism after my years of enduring Vancouver Stalinists,
New Democratic Party heartbreakers, and Justin Trudeau and Stephen Harper, hot air versus hot oil.

Trotskyism:  the pause that refreshes, available at a revolution near you.

That trading background painted, in glowing red, I now write of food trading.  This differs from the  English trading away Irish corn and grain while Irish people starved in the 1840s, trading away rice to starve India during World War Two, from India now trading its land and water to corporate agriculture and thereby causing farmer suicides, and from the US trading subsidized corn to Mexico, impoverishing its farmers off the land and into wage slavery or drug trading.   I write of fair trade in food.

 Today was the first time that this single mother and I traded food on the doorstep.  Weeks ago, my daughter received the flour but I don't recall what she gave.  I'm sure she traded fairly.  I'm no mercantilist, monopolizing trade. 

We're free traders, but more like the Zapatistas than like the corporate free traders who
drove the Zapatistas toward revolution. 

Gunfire set aside for later, this single mother, not the Zapatistas, knocked on my door today.  She had an empty margarine container in one had and some food items in the other hand.  She asked
for butter and juice, not The Last Tango in Paris, nor did I offer it.  I gave her two 1/2-cup margarine chunks, leaving myself enough to make the cookies.  I shun margarine and only have this margarine
because months ago my daughter asked for it.  It has languished in the freezer.  I also gave a can of
concentrated frozen iced tea and one of grape punch, thawed. 

In her other hand, she held, not an Kalashnikov rifle, happily, but a vegetable Mr. Noodles, a 284 mL can of sweet peas, and a 398 mL can of baked beans in tomato sauce.  She offered them to me and I accepted.  I think the AK47 takes different ammunition. 

The Kalashnikov's inventor recently died, his Russian rifle still the best.  Look for it the next time you find yourself revolting.  Some find you revolting already.  Many find me revolting, but as the English singer Billy Bragg says, "If you've got a blacklist, I wanna be on it." 

As I finish typing this, I remember d'Amato's argument that communal kitchens, laundry, and child care would reduce women's double burden, of work outside and work inside the home. 

The "coincidence of wants," about which I learned in university economics, also crosses my mind. These economics aren't d'Amato's, but I learned his economics at university, too, from of a Marxist professor from Pittsburgh.  Pittsburgh, where 90 000 worked in the steel industry at its postwar peak, has given away that industry, but the city re-invented itself as a cultural mecca, CBC Radio "Ideas" recently said.  The host hoped that Canada's former steel city, Hamilton, would reinvent itself, education and medical industries prime candidates for the job.      

The "coincidence of wants" means having what another wants when she has what you want.  This
is so unlikely that a means of exchange, that is, money, arose.  More likely, such coincidences would
be like the Bible story about asking someone for a loaf of bread and getting a serpent. 
What if  she came to my door with something I don't want and wanted something I didn't have?

If she came to my door with an AK-47 and a serpent, then I would know that she was either in an undependable phase, or that she had risen from her lumpenproletarian ennui to foment revolution, or that she was joining a herptologist group, or a wacky religion.  I'd make cookies for that. 

My crockpot is full of broccoli stalks, cabbage,  and potatoes now.  It wouldn't hold a serpent.
Some religious people hold serpents, but that's another sermon.  I'd rather hold a serpent than
heed most sermons, including those from conservatives, liberals, socialists, communists, and more overt religious folks, each group itching to patent the truth.

I used to know everything.  I don't anymore.  Now I'm easier to get along with. 

When we speak of trade, we approach one of many inefficiencies of capitalism, that is,
advertising, which pressures us to buy what we don't want and pay what we can't spare. 
d'Amato's socialism doesn't need advertising.   In that vein, Thorsten Veblen, the early-1900s
Norwegian economist, called advertising wasteful when it did anything more than provide information.

Ah, if only socialism itself needed only a little advertising to supplant our exploitative system.
Use value, exchange value, iced tea, beans, dreams and schemes, eh?   

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Fossils, Beetles, Palms, Temperature, and Freedom

Thursday, September 12, 2013

The North American Cordillera has at least four important insect fossil sites, Simon Fraser University entomologist Bruce Archibald told a group of 20 people last in Williams Lake on September 11. 
Archibald used these sites to link beetles and temperature 50 million years ago.

HOMAGE

Archibald began by paying homage to Buffon and Von Humboldt, Enlightenment thinkers whose probing of nature enhanced human reason, progress, and, I would argue, freedom.  He also noted his current research, on lacewings, whose intricate wing patterns are beautiful as well as useful, as the Ancient Roman writer Horace advised our lives and work to be.  English zoologist Richard Dawkins argues that the natural world is more beautiful and inspiring than any religion, with its anti-intellectual strictures and anthropomorphic hereafter.   

SITES
  
From south to north, these sites are Republic, in Oregon, United States, and Quilchena, McAbee, and Driftwood Canyon in British Columbia, Canada. 

I saw one site, McAbee.  In 1999, when I was teaching at the nearby indigenous community of Skeetchestn, I brought a group of children to McAbee.  We looked but we did not touch.  The children marveled at fossilized sea creatures on what they knew as a desert hilltop.   Psychologists note that such mental challenges enhance reasoning. 

ANTI-SCIENTIFIC GOVERNMENT

A few years later, a new, reactionary provincial government removed protection from the site.  Anyone could then go there and chip away, which one paleontologist called equivalent to letting people with chisels and hammers into the Sistine Chapel.  Happily, scientists and a local opposition member of the provincial legislature have since convinced the government to restrict access again. 

Beetles were Archibald's focus.  His cameras focused finely enough to show fossilized insect hairs and encased soft tissue 50 million years old.  At the end of the talk, I cited the science fiction film Jurassic Park about dinosaurs recreated in our era using fossilized DNA.  Extract soft-tissue DNA and reproduce these insects.   The soft tissue was sex cells, which contain only half the chromosomes, however, as the movie contained only half-baked science; but ancient soft tissues might tell us how much the insects changed over millions of years, which relates to the accuracy of Archibald's theory. 

Alas, Archibald lacks the funding to do what he does now, let alone explore other under-researched areas:  other scientists, who study bats and leaves, among other things, subsidize his work because it relates to theirs.  Bats, for example, use echolocation to hunt.  Some of Archibald's beetles have an organ that detects bats' echolocation signals, thereby enhancing the beetles' survival against predation by bats.  Richard Dawkins writes fascinatingly on echolocation evolution.  An equation using the ratio between jagged and smooth-edged leaves, for example, reveals past temperature and even predicts future temperature.   This commendable collaboration among scientists arises from government indifference or hostility toward science as well as from scientists' intentions. 

"If you want to research how to move oil, the government will give you a grant.  Anything else, good luck," Archibald quipped.  Archibald rejoiced that Parks Canada paid for his gas to come from Simon Fraser University in Burnaby to Williams Lake, 500 kilometres north.  He uses the cameras at Parks Canada's Vancouver research facility,but better resolution would help his research.  A person in the audience noted the University of Victoria's new electron microscope, news to Archibald; but he and Archibald agreed that the queue is long and the access is expensive.  "Insects become oil," the person joked.  "Tell the government that."    
 
BEETLE AND TEMPERATURE LINK

Archibald's theory proposes a link between a particular beetle, the palm beetle, and temperature.  This beetle only eats palm leaves.  Palm trees do not grow where the winter temperature falls below five degrees celsius, or below eight degrees in climates of increased carbon dioxide, such as humans have made. 

This summer, measurement at Hawaii's Mauna Kea Telescope found atmospheric carbon dioxide above 400 parts per million.  Climate change activist Bill McKibbon cites a sea of evidence that predicts irreversible global warming at carbon dioxide levels above 350 parts per million.    
Archibald noted 50 million year old fossilized palm seeds in Antarctica, still linked to Australia but then separating from South America.  The climate has warmed before, but never as fast as it has warmed since humanity's massive burning of fossil fuels. 

Archibald's team found fossilized palm beetles, 50 million years old, in three of the four sites.  They found none in Driftwood Canyon, at 54 degrees north latitude the most northerly site.  They therefore concluded that, 50 million years ago, palms grew in these places.  These sites are between two and three thousand kilometres north of where palms grow today.        

REASON, PROGRESS, AND FREEDOM

As I type this story, I remember another beetle story I encountered, years ago in Vancouver.  I also think about reason, progress, and freedom.

Beetles proliferate on Earth, luckily for Earth, and for us, I learned years ago at  Science World, a science education centre in Vancouver.  Archibald's mention of the hundreds of species of beetles was not news to me:  Charles Darwin wrote extensively about beetles.  A Vancouver presentation about dung beetles was, however, news that I long remembered; but there, as in Archibald's work, I found a reasoned link between different parts of the natural world.  Dung beetles, of which there are many species, eat dead organic matter.  Without such decomposition, life as we know it, including human life, could not long continue.  Dead matter would overwhelm living matter, a veritable biospheric zombie cataclysm.

Zombie Cataclysm, a good name for a musical group?

Reason helps us connect such natural phenomenon as palm beetles, palms, and temperature, to connect dung beetles, decomposition, and life.  Genesis, like many of the books of the Bible, like  most religious people, uncritical, pushy, slavish servants, long dissuaded  people from reasoning, from opposing dominant views, from progress.

Thanks to critical thinkers such as Carolus Linneaus, his Latinized name a taxonomical testimony to his inquiring mind, our species fell from its muddling metaphysical perch into the natural world.  The dung beetles welcomed us, especially after we died.  Aristotle before him and scientists after him have hypothesized about nature, and used observation and experiment to prove or disprove those hypotheses.   

The monk Gregor Mendel left his Bible to cross pea plants, happily for humanity, to whom hybridization is more useful and beautiful than Bibles.  Mendel's work explained species divergence, a puzzle to Charles Darwin, whose titanic work on evolution was a few decades before Mendel.  A few decades after Mendel, Rosalind Franklin, James Watson, and Francis Crick detailed the deoxyribonucleic acid (DNA) molecule, the elegant code of genetic transmission.

Genetic Transmission, another musical group name?

Genetics is only one branch of science that has brought progress, both material and intellectual.  A  scientist might not know where her research will lead, to a better battery or to a better bomb.  The scientific method, however, has led us from the captivity of cults, both religious and scientific. We have a widespread, durable freedom to question, to challenge accepted wisdom, to err, and to correct our errors; but sometimes to wallow in our errors when complacency, gain, or authority defeat reason.

Curiosity and freedom led me to listen to Bruce Archibald talk about beetles.

Curiosity and Freedom, another musical group name?     

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Bookstores, Gone and Free

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Kamloops lost a great used bookstore this year:

http://www.atsecondglance.com/

 http://www.cbc.ca/kamloops/mt/2012/12/final-chapter-for-at-second-glance-books-in-kamloops.html

At A Second Glance Bookstore had first one, then two, then one location in Kamloops, a city of
80 000 in the arid Thompson River Valley 400 kilometres northeast of Vancouver, Canada.

Decades ago, At A Second Glance began, across the river from downtown Kamloops.  By the late-1990s, it moved downtown.  Soon it expanded to two downtown locations.  In the early 2000s, Chapters Indigo, which is to independent, progressive bookstores what a fox is to chickens, drove out of business the downtown Kamloops new bookstore.  While Chapters was funding illegal Israeli settlements on Palestinian land, At a Second Glance was bursting at its two downtown locations.

At A Second Glance asked its customers to help it move from its two downtown locations to the location vacated by the bankrupt new bookstore.   People lined up, an arm's length apart, along the several city blocks necessary to move the books.  They passed piles of books hand-to-hand to help move At A Second Glance.  For another decade it puttered along, across from the city's public library.

Last winter, At A Second Glance went out of business.  Downtown Kamloops now has no bookstores, used or new.  The city's west end, up a hill along the Trans Canada Highway, sports a smaller used bookstore attached to the building that holds a big grocery store.  Above that, Chapters squats by the highway, a glitzy predator of Canada's book trade.

In the early 2000s, Prince George, a city of 80 000 about 800 kilometres north northeast of Vancouver, lost Mosquito Books.  Its owners retired to their previous home near Smithers, a city of 10 000, 400 kilometres west of Prince George.  Mosquito Books, like Vancouver Co-Op Bookstore, stocked progressive magazines and books such as Chapters does not stock.  Downtown Prince George still has Books and Company, which has a few used books, squished in back shelves behind its new books and cafe:

  http://www.booksandcompany.ca/Home.html


Happily, MacLeod's Books endures in downtown Vancouver:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAvoEnwSc2Y

This is my favorite used bookstore.  At A Second Glance was a close Number Two.  I hope the landlords who helped dispatch At A Second Glance have no equivalent vultures trying to dispatch MacLeod's, in high-rent  Downtown Vancouver.  This place's basement has the biggest collection of history books I've seen outside university libraries.  

The best-organized used bookstore I saw is Russell Books in Victoria, at the southwest corner of Canada:

http://www.russellbooks.com/


Back in Vancouver, People's Coop Bookstore, begun in the 1940s, endures:

http://www.peoplescoopbookstore.com/

People's, in the socialist mainstream, is my favorite new bookstore. 

In a philosophical eddy of that stream floats Spartacus Books, in Vancouver's famous Downtown Eastside:

http://www.spartacusbooks.net/

Spartacus has anarchist, Communist, gay, lesbian, queer, feminist, and cultural criticism books and music, new and used.  It resisted eviction and is a meeting place for various radical groups.  Like People's Co-Op, it advertises events such as speeches, meetings, and rallies.  Both bookstores exude an air of critical thought, something that Chapters' air conditioning would probably extract.

Then there are free books, such as found in "Share Sheds" adjacent to dumps in my home region, the Cariboo, between Kamloops and Prince George.  This week, I found Fyodor Dostoevsky's The Brothers Karamazov in my local Share Shed.  I read it when I was 17.  What will I see differently in it now that I am over 50?  The local public library does not have this novel, but it has a couple others by the great Russian writer.  I read and gave away more Dostoevsky than my library stocks. but Karamazov was my first of his, and my first Russian novel.   

This month, I found an oasis of free books in Kelowna, a city of 130 000, 400 kilometres east northeast of Vancouver.  We were moving our daughter there for university.

More than 10 years ago, a retired woman rankled at the sight of a truck dumping books into a compactor at the Kelowna city dump.  She put a shed for books by the dump.  She and various volunteer helpers move books from the shed to her garage, a well-sorted operation that welcomes anyone to have almost any book for free:

 http://www.kelownacapnews.com/news/162877666.html     

I noticed Sophocles, Ovid, and other great authors, whose works I first read in a university Classics course in Ottawa.   Early Christians burned the great library at Alexandria, according to Michael Parenti in History as Mystery:

http://www.michaelparenti.org/HistoryAsMystery.html

Fewer than ten of Sophocles' 70+ plays survived to our time.  I thought of that as I noticed Sophocles' plays in that Kelowna garage, in books saved from destruction.  This garage's owner seemed like a Medieval Irish monk burying Homer in the peat bog, to save him from marauding Vikings:  my Irish and Norwegian ancestors in battle.  

While book burners, book monopolists, and book compactors busily suppress knowledge that threatens or inconveniences them, legions of people preserve and promote knowledge.  Smaller legions promote critical thought, fueled by knowledge, catalyzed by reflection and argument.   

At A Second Glance is gone, Mosquito Books is gone; but MacLeod's, Russell, People's Co-Op, and Spartacus remain, while Chapters and its ilk careen across the intellectual landscape.  Like our small, furry mammalian ancestors who outlived the dinosaurs, these bookstores' legacy will endure, when the last predatory bookstore is a quirky fossil.  

Spartacus was the name of early-1900s German revolutionary Rosa Luxemburg's movement.  The latest issue of Briarpatch, a magazine I get from Regina, about 1800 kilometres east southeast of my home, argues that Luxemburg's analysis of capitalism and its defects is relevant to our era:

http://briarpatchmagazine.com/articles/view/more-than-a-hero

The German Social Democratic Party government assassinated her in 1919, but Rosa's words and ideas live, thanks partly to books.

So stop reading this and pick up a book, eh?   

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Kafka's Zurau Aphorisms

July 31, 2013   Williams Lake, Canada  

  Czech writer Franz Kafka stayed at his sister's place in rural Zurau in 1917-18.  He had tuberculosis, which would kill him in 1924.  While at Zurau, Kafka wrote thoughts on more than 100 pieces of paper, each 14.5 x 11.5 centimetres.   Kafka's friend Max Brod disobeyed Kafka's wish to destroy his writings after his death, instead publishing much of them, including, in 1953, these thoughts.

     Decades later, Roberto Calasso found the pieces of paper in Oxford's New Bodleian Library.  Translator Geoffrey Brock and poet Michael Hofmann translated from the original German.  Calasso published them in 2006, in the order in which Kafka wrote them, unlike the order that Brod used.  What Brod called Reflections on Sin, Suffering, Hope, and the True Way Calasso called The Zurau Aphorisms.

     I write because the aphorisms reminded me of much I have seen elsewhere.  I lack Kafka's scholarly and literary talent and output, but I offer my thoughts to show how stimulating Kafka remains.  Perhaps his words remind you of other things:  literature becomes classic by pleasing and teaching different people and eras.  Tell me what the aphorisms below stir in you.

Here follow various of Kafka's aphorisms and my responses.  Please respond and criticize.

16. " A cage went in search of a bird."

This is the only one I knew before I read the book.

22.  "You are the exercise, the task.  No student far and wide."

I recall Marshall McLuhan's idea that the medium is the messsage, his pompous plagiarism of an idea of fellow Canadian Harold Innes.

24.  "Grasp the good fortune that the ground on which you stand cannot be any bigger than the two feet planted on it."

Editor Calasso writes that Kafka was reading Soren Kierkegaard at this time of his life.  My paltry reading of Kierkegaard arises as I read this proto-existentialist insight.

34.  "His exhaustion is that of the gladiator after the combat; his labor was the whitewashing of a corner of the wall in his office."

This reminds me of the saying, "Mighty labor bringeth forth a mouse" and my 1986 Edmonton job experience.  I worked for a consulting company that wrote grant applications for wage subsidies for businesses, who then gave the company a percentage of the awarded grant.  Businesses thought we were hardworking geniuses, but I knew that we merely knew what to write, and to whom.  Two of us recent business school graduates worked for this company, owned by one man, who also employed a receptionist.  One day, I told the other grad, who had played junior hockey against Chris Chelios in Saskatchewan but that's another story; one day, I told Doug, "Doug," I said, "Those business guys think we're taming lions, but really we're chasing mice."  Kafka didn't like mice in his rural bedroom, but he watched them in the Zurau fields.  Calasso wrote this in an afterword essay.   Unlike the aphorism man, Doug and I weren't exhausted, so perhaps this Kafka aphorism reminded me of something dissimilar, not similar to Kafka's meaning.  

50.  "A man cannot live without a steady faith in something indestructible within him, though both the faith and the indestructible thing may remain permanently concealed from him.  One of the forms of this concealment is the belief in a personal god."

This paradoxical pronouncement hints at a cynical view of religion and contempt for the idea of a personal god, contempt that Albert Einstein shared.  Kafka here opposes my view that religion weakens more than it strengthens., that religion is unnecessary at best, harmful at worst.  I'm happy to live a mortal life, a brief consciousness of existence before I disappear back into the void..  According to Calasso, Kafka rarely wrote of religion elsewhere, but he wrote plenty in this book.

54.  "The world is only ever a constructed world; what we call the sensual world is Evil in the constructed world, and what we call Evil is only a fleeting necessity in our eternal development."

"With a very strong light, one can make the world disappear.  Before weak eyes it will become solid; before still weaker eyes, it will acquire fists; and to eyes yet weaker, it will be embarrassed and punch the face of anyone who dares to look at it."

The first part of this two-part passage reminds me of the debate between Plato, who said that reason compels us to do good, and Aristotle, who said that reason gives us the choice to do good or not.  I read this so long ago that I might misrepresent both philosophers.  Evil as developmental necessity is an idea older than Dante, as old as the Garden of Eden, of which Kafka also writes in this book.

The second passage reminds me of 1700s Irish philosopher Berkeley's notion that, examined closely enough, reality is illusory.  Again, I might misrepresent Berkeley; I'm a long time out of academia, and I read Berkeley on my own, not under a professor's tutelage. 

56.  "There are questions we could never get past, were it not that we are freed of them by nature."

This reminds me of contemporary English zoologist Richard Dawkins' idea that we evolved at the mid-scale, and that we are therefore less able to comprehend the large scale, such as cosmic distance or the small scale, such as the microscopic.

58.  "The way to tell fewest lies is to tell fewest lies, not to give oneself the fewest opportunities of telling lies."

As well as contradict the Catholic dictim about avoiding what leads to sin, this recalls English poet John Milton's idea that the mind itself can make a hell of heaven, a heaven of hell; that is, evil can pass through the mind and not corrupt it.

60.  "Whoever renounces the world must love humanity, because he is also renouncing their world.  Accordingly, he will begin to have a true sense of human nature, which is incapable of anything but being loved, assuming, that is, that one is on the same footing as it."

This reminds me of Kant's categorical imperative, to act in such a way that it can be a universal rule, to wish for all what one wishes for oneself.  Kant has long been a socialistic brake on my aspirations for wealth and fame, aspirations now closer to expirations.  Still, I like this aphorism's anti-materialism view that people are naturally good and lovable.

64/65.  "The Expulsion from Paradise is eternal in its principal aspect:  this makes it irrevocable, and our living in this world inevitable, but the eternal nature of the process has the effect that not only could we remain forever in Paradise, but that we are currently there, whether we know it or not."

Feel the wind, the sun, the rain.  Hear children's voices and laughter and tales.  See a deer beside the road, as I do at least once a week here in rural Canada.  Sing a song, your eyes twinkling.  Hug someone who needs it.  Find your needed hug.  Read a great poem.  Grasp these and you grasp paradise, I thought as I read this, with or without Plato's and Carlyle's argumentative help.  "Heaven is right here and now, not beyond the stars" came to mind from a 1976 song I learned young:

http://www.shariulrich.com/DSC10.php?offset=0&entry_id=2

http://www.canadianbands.com/Hometown%20Band.html


Good old Shari Ulrich and the Hometown Band, West Coast music.  If I live in Lotusland am I a lotus eater? "If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels," am I Saint Paul?  I digress too far from Kafka, a good Jewish boy whose bible was complete without St. Paul's help.

Bear, and I see the odd bear hereabouts; bear another brief digression to The Louvre, where my time was oh so brief.  My younger sister not only brought me, ever grateful,  to France and the Louvre in 2011.  She, who can read Kafka in the original German, also mailed me this Kafka book, which arrived today, with a Louvre postcard.  As I read the book, I noted on the postcard the aphorisms I'd comment on here.  Alas, by aphorism 64/65, the card was full of my notes, huddled around my sister's words.  I therefore continued my notes on the free newspaper, worth that much, that also came my way today.

Get a glass of schnapps and we'll resume, with a long entry, not to be confused with the long entries, wink wink nudge nudge, retold in Molly Bloom monologue in James Joyce's Ulysses, written during Kafka's era and finally re-read by me this summer, after my original, youthful, naive, 1981 reading of it.

66.  "He is a free and secure citizen of the world because he is on a chain that is long enough to allow him access to all parts of the earth, and yet not so long that he could be swept over the edge of it.  At the same time he is also a free and secure citizen of heaven because he is also attached to a  similar heavenly chain.  If he wants to go to earth, the heavenly manacles will throttle him, if he wants to go to heaven, the earthly manacles will.  But for all that, all possibilities are open to him, as he is well aware, yes, he even refuses to believe the whole thing is predicated on a mistake going back to the time of his first enchantment." 

Goethe's Faust, a tale I know better as Christopher Marlowe's Doctor Faustus, Byron's Manfred,  Shelley's Prometheus Bound, Don Quixote's tilting at windmills in that best novel of the millenium, I heard, all these come to mind as I realize that many people seek the edge, the limit.  Still, heaven remains our habitation too:  secure, peaceful; but still we're chained from the time of first enchantment.  Eden?  Milton's Paradise Lost starts with disobedience, the devil its most alluring character.  Did the devil cast off his chain, to be freer, but never to know peace or security again?

72.  "The same person has perceptions that, for all their differences, have the same object, which leads one to infer that there are different subjects contained within one and the same person."

Ulysses has a chapter in the form of questions and answers about the main character, Leopold Bloom, and his youthful, one-day sidekick Stephen Dedalus.  One of the chapter's themes is differing perceptions, between the two and within each character.  In A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, which I last read when I first read it, in 1981, Stephen replies to someone who says he saw him last week, "That was another me."  You cannot put your foot in the same river twice, because it has flowed between the two times of contact, the Ancient Greek Heraclitus wrote.  We're the river, not the stepper.  Further, we're diverse at the same time.  It's nice to read that someone else thinks that "I" is "We."  Or are the subjects within us, an inversion of The Matrix?  To the idea that all can be an illusion and that our senses therefore lie to us, 1700s English writer Samuel Johnson said  that when he kicked a stone his foot hurt.  I could be mistaken about this aphorism.  Your thoughts? 

74.  "If what was supposed to be destroyed in Paradise was destructible, then it can't have been decisive; however, if it was indestructible, then we are living in a false belief."

I wrote that this reminded me of 64/65 but now I can't remember why.  Older and tired more than sadder and wiser, I think I'll resume later.  I hope I remember what I meant to say about the many other aphorisms I noted, given that I can read my notes.

August 1, 2013   Williams Lake, Canada

Perhaps it's the absolutism of 64/65 and 74 that made me equate them.  Perhaps it's the mention of us, in Paradise now in 64/65, but not in it, or in a false belief, in 74.  What do you think?

76.  "The feeling:  'I'm not dropping anchor here,' and straightaway the feeling of the sustaining sea-swell around one."

The English poet John Keats wrote of "negative capability" as being at peace despite chaos and indecision.

81.  "No one can crave what truly harms him.  If in the case of some individuals things have that appearance, and perhaps they always do, the explanation is that someone within the person is demanding something useful to himself but very damaging to a second person, who has been brought along partly to give his opinion on the matter.  If the man had taken the part of the second person from the outset, and not just when the time came to make a decision, then the first person would have been suppressed, and with it the craving."

My note equated this with 54, but my 54 note of the Plato-Aristotle debate over whether we naturally or consciously choose good seems little relevant to 54, but more relevant to 81.  This aphorism seems closer to 58, choosing not to lie rather than avoiding situations that tempt one to lie.  I'm surprised to find the deliberative Kafka write of cravings, and of their rejection, a moralistic theme.

82.  "Why do we harp on about Original Sin?  It wasn't on its account that we were expelled from Paradise, but because of the Tree of Life, lest we eat of its fruit."

My note mentions 54 and 81, because 54 says that experience, even of evil, develops us, and because 81 judges the virtue of different experiences.  Perhaps gaining knowledge is wrong because it begins by disobeying God.  D.H. Lawrence's The Rainbow venerates learning by doing more than it judges the virtue of what one does.

83.  "We are sinful, not only because we have eaten of the Tree of Knowledge, but also because we have not yet eaten of the Tree of Life.  The condition in which we find ourselves is sinful, guilt or no guilt."

Knowledge doomed us, but life redeems us.  Had we eaten of Life before we ate of Knowledge, would we have stayed in Paradise?  Or does eating Life end in death?  What was our state before we had life?   Were we in that Greek/Jewish "Hall of Souls," which gives a soul to each newborn, "trailing clouds of glory," in William Wordsworth's words?

84.  "We were created to live in Paradise, and Paradise was designed to serve us.  Our designation has been changed; we are not told whether this has happened to Paradise as well."

I like this one a lot:  even Paradise changes, and is perhaps destructible, as 74 posits.  In 64/65 Paradise seems unchanging.  William Godwin's 1790s anarchist book Enquiry Concerning Political Understanding argued that anarchism will improve the human condition, after an initial dip into danger and disorder due to past conditioning toward hierarchy and away from freedom.  Godwin's anarchist revolution won't end, but rather continue to elevate us.  We were created for a Paradise of our own making?

86.  "Ever since Original Sin, we are basically all alike in our ability to know Good and Evil; even so, this is where we seek a particular advantage.  Actually, it's only after knowledge that the real differences begin.  The appearance to the contrary is provoked in the following way:  No one can be satisfied  with understanding alone but must make an effort to act in accordance with it.  He lacks the strength to do so; therefore he must destroy himself, even at the risk of not receiving the necessary strength; it is simply that he has no option other than to undertake this final effort.  (This is the meaning of the penalty of death for eating of the Tree of Knowledge; it may also be the original meaning of natural death.)  The effort is daunting; one would rather reverse the original knowledge of Good and Evil; (the term 'Original Sin' refers to this fear) but what was done cannot be undone, only muddied.  To this end motivations appear.  The entire world is full of them, yes the whole visible world may be nothing more than a motivation of a man wanting to rest for a moment.  An attempt to forget the fact of knowledge, to make of the knowledge an end in itself."
  
Kafka wrote this on a 14.5 x 11.5 cm piece of paper!  Others say less with more words.  I note knowledge as an end in itself, whereas Thomas Aquinas would call knowledge a means to God.  Knowledge and God seem less compatible to Kafka, but the man at rest, avoiding action, which destroys him, seems to long for the time before the Fall, before knowledge.

93.  "No psychology ever again!"

Short, pointed, unlike long 86, this makes me think of the material universe as all there is.  Kafka saw an impenetrable black box long before psychologist B.F. Skinner coined the phrase.

94.  "Two tasks of the beginning of life:  to keep reducing your circle, and to keep making sure you're not hiding somewhere outside it."    

My older sister once told me that we make mental boxes, live in them, and then bemoan that life.  Kafka's containers shrink, and we disobey by hiding outside of them.  Happier inside or out?

97.  "Only here is suffering really suffering. Not in the way that those who suffer here are to be ennobled in some other world for their suffering, but that what passes for suffering in this world is, in another world, without any change and merely without its contrariety, bliss."

In mortal life, we see "as through a glass darkly," not clearly, as we'll see in the afterlife, Saint Paul wrote.  Christ answered a question about who in Heaven would be the husband of a woman married more than once on Earth by saying that such situations aren't contradictory in Heaven.  Earthly suffering doesn't change but doesn't hurt in Heaven, a cosmically different frame of reference.

98.  "The conception of the infinite plenitude and expanse of the universe is the result of taking to an extreme a combination of strenuous creativity and free contemplation."

The English physicist Arthur Eddington wrote that the universe is not only stranger than we imagine, but stranger than we can imagine.  Aphorisms 97 and 98 connect.

104.  "Man has free will, and of three sorts:
  First he was free when he wanted this life; now admittedly he cannot take back his decision, because he is no longer the one who wanted it then, he must do his own will then by living.
  Second he is free inasmuch as he can choose the pace and the course of his life.
  Third he is free in that as the person he will one day be, he has the will to go through life under any condition and so come to himself, on some path of his own choosing, albeit sufficiently labyrinthine that it leaves no little spot of life untouched.
  This is the triple nature of free will, but being simultaneous, it is also single, and is in fact so utterly single that it has no room for a will at all, whether free or unfree."

In a University of Ottawa lecture hall in 1988, I was in a crowd to whom the late Canadian author Robertson Davies said that we have no free will, so determined by circumstances are our lives.  Kafka's collapsed categories deny free will, but singly they uphold it.  The first notes that the act of choosing will limit future choices, the third notes the limiting obstacles along any path, and the "inasmuch" in the second implies that choice exists but is limited.

Thus end the aphorisms on which I comment.  Editor Robert Calasso's afterword essay, "Veiled Splendor," discusses much, including the mice that rattled Kafka.  I trapped many mice while I grew up near Edson:  I remember watching one sniff at, then die in the trap.  Mice infested my teacherage trailer in Alkali Lake, and my teacherage log house in Kluskus.  I trapped mice, didn't fear them.  Sometimes I see a mouse gallop across a road, its legs so small that it seems to slide rather than run.
Kafka wrote that a cat could chase away the mice, but that he'd then need to chase away the cat.   

Calasso says that Kafka rankled at Brod's description of Kafka as "successful and admirable."  Kafka was both, but his irritation came from resistance to conformity, not from false modesty, I think. 

Kafka wrote that his literary creations were "unquestionably within" him.  Ever feel that yourself?
I do, but usually I rest until the feeling passes, like the resting man in aphorism 86.

Calasso doesn't like Brod's title Reflections on Sin, Suffering, Hope, and the True Way, but both agree "that these slips of paper constitute the only text in which Kafka directly confronts theological themes."  Is Kafka a materialist?  I doubt it, because Kafka admired Pascal, who was religious. 
          
Canadian poet Earl Birney concludes "The Eskimo Woman" with "Then she had rest." It seems she died, unlike the man in aphorism 86, who merely rested.  I'm done.  Now you and I have rest.  I hope my words neither left you dead, nor left you wanting me dead.